This quote by me has been bothering me subconsciencly and i am so happy i really took the time to write it down. To me it's a little vague but it's that way for a really good reason. I didn't want anyone to get offended by it so i didn't put names in on purpose. The reason being is that I may feel that our friendship is seriously coming to an end, but you might not feel the same way. So I really don't really want to be the one to bring you to this realization of the truth unless you ask me to. It's like when someone tells you something that is so true that it alters your reality and Fxckz up your whole mood because before they said anything you were lead (or should i say wanting) to believe that the veil over you eyes was how everything in your life was or how life truely is. Tell say that family is the most important thing after god, but i have also come to realize the true meaning of family. And i am sorry to imforms y'alls that family does not include cousins, aunts, and uncles, but a mother, father, and siblings. Now don't get twisted that's what my family consist of some peoples families are different. Let's just say that Family is love, trust, life, and everything for pain and suffering, to honoring and comforting. They are the people who you would die for and/or be ashamed if you dishonored or let down you would be hurt and inadequant in front of them.
"I feel as if i am losing all my ties 2 my past and my old home and da
ppl who lived there and my outer family but i'm not mad at dat fact u gotta let
ppl go i guess even if u were very close...some ppl jst get 2 attached 2 da idea
dat they used 2 have something with that person from old bestfriends to new ones
cause you barely talk anymore...but we r still friends but not like we used to
be...sad but it's reality"
And recently i have been broken to the most ultimate low and I starting to get a grip on my life and my world is beginning to revovle again. I am piecing a new life together and one that does new superficial people or things. I am turning the page of my life story into a new chapter or dare i might say Part II starting at chapter 1. I am also taking applications for new people to be invovled in "My World" and what i mean by that is that the people who i believe can actually make a positive influences on me and on't get me wrong i may let the wrong people in but they'll be deported soon lmao. I have a very good judgement of people it's just my pride that gets in the way sometimes. But my phakers radar is on high alert and is ready to such the scum out of my life and out into space. Razzle my Frazzle (= entertain me/ try me I dare you!) bring it on world because i seen how cruel you cruel you can be. Don't get me wrong I love the world but i just some of the people in it.
