Why so serious?

I think i realized something today I updated my facebook quote crap and it read:

"I feel as if i am losing all my ties 2 my past and my old home and da
ppl who lived there and my outer family but i'm not mad at dat fact u gotta let
ppl go i guess even if u were very close...some ppl jst get 2 attached 2 da idea
dat they used 2 have something with that person from old bestfriends to new ones
cause you barely talk anymore...but we r still friends but not like we used to
be...sad but it's reality"

This quote by me has been bothering me subconsciencly and i am so happy i really took the time to write it down. To me it's a little vague but it's that way for a really good reason. I didn't want anyone to get offended by it so i didn't put names in on purpose. The reason being is that I may feel that our friendship is seriously coming to an end, but you might not feel the same way. So I really don't really want to be the one to bring you to this realization of the truth unless you ask me to. It's like when someone tells you something that is so true that it alters your reality and Fxckz up your whole mood because before they said anything you were lead (or should i say wanting) to believe that the veil over you eyes was how everything in your life was or how life truely is. Tell say that family is the most important thing after god, but i have also come to realize the true meaning of family. And i am sorry to imforms y'alls that family does not include cousins, aunts, and uncles, but a mother, father, and siblings. Now don't get twisted that's what my family consist of some peoples families are different. Let's just say that Family is love, trust, life, and everything for pain and suffering, to honoring and comforting. They are the people who you would die for and/or be ashamed if you dishonored or let down you would be hurt and inadequant in front of them.

And recently i have been broken to the most ultimate low and I starting to get a grip on my life and my world is beginning to revovle again. I am piecing a new life together and one that does new superficial people or things. I am turning the page of my life story into a new chapter or dare i might say Part II starting at chapter 1. I am also taking applications for new people to be invovled in "My World" and what i mean by that is that the people who i believe can actually make a positive influences on me and on't get me wrong i may let the wrong people in but they'll be deported soon lmao. I have a very good judgement of people it's just my pride that gets in the way sometimes. But my phakers radar is on high alert and is ready to such the scum out of my life and out into space. Razzle my Frazzle (= entertain me/ try me I dare you!) bring it on world because i seen how cruel you cruel you can be. Don't get me wrong I love the world but i just some of the people in it.

Poof! I'm back...

Salutations!

It's been months...I guess i lost my drive to write on this blog...but it's back! It think i just realizes something today. MY two little sisters were baptized to today... I was already baptized...and this whole christianity thing is more than what most people make it out to be. It begans to fill that huge whole that most of us have. You know that feeling of emptiness and obscurity...but when i say fill I mean, it begins to fill it up. It leaves you wanting more because it's like in order to get more than that drop you recieved when you committed yourself to this lifestyle or should i say spiritstyle...you need to go down this path that's dark, lonely, and scary. As you go down this pathway full of hurt and unbareable pain. This kind of pain hurts more than any other pain because it not physical or emotional. It's more spiritual so only your soul feels it, and it may be there but you don't know it's there, because it's been hidden under superficial or things that seem right at the moment. When you realize this pain it's already to late and now it's looking for the healing, that becomes the problem... you don't have the support of your family and friends all you got is God and yourself...

i'ma upgrade ya!!

hey yalls this is just a quick update on me ( seriously quick because i have to go to school!!!)
but yea i just wanna let you know the reason i haven't been writing is b/b i've been really done and i been going through that ' what do i wanna do with myself' stage if you don't know about it you probably will one day...so yea i a lil better now and i'm start posting more so yea~!

oh yea visit my other blog i have with my home gurls nesha and raven they hella funny so it's a good combination! It's calle www.diamonds-r-foreva.blogspot hella funny!!! Visit it soon and i'm just in time bus is right out side!!!! gotta go~!


- Mizz.Sing

The Cool...

What does it mean to be cool? I mean the question is what is Cool...and how do you attain this cool? i know it may not be legit, but this is what i think:

1. Pretending. Don't do it...serious don't fake being something you're not. It's way more harder trying to be something you're not.
2. Loyalty. Show people that they can trust you and trust me it's most likely to be returned.
3. Calmness. The thing to calmness is that you never let people see that what they're saying to you is getting to you. So in a heated conversation (argument/verbal confrontation) listen and think about what there using against you, most of the time (especially if they're cursing a lot) the confrontation makes absolutely no sense and can easily be avoided and resolved.
4. Respect. Always show respect to everyone, even if you don't like that person. I say always expect respect back...and that means if you feel someone has disrespected you confront them in a calm matter. Then explain to them how you believe they have disrespected you and let them know (in a calm demeanor) that you won't take there shit.
5. Don't ever put yourself in situation in which if you were to get caught it would tarnish people's perception of you.
6. Don't try to impress everyone...you'll probably never succeed there will always be that one person who will not like you no matter what. You will end up pretending in order to impress that one person.
7. Last but not Least. This is not a guide to being cool...trust me it isn't. It's more of 'how to stay cool' and it's basic things most people should know.

So i hope this list was hopefully it works for me so yea enjoy.

That Fresh Kid

I guess you guys want to kno who the Hell is That Fresh Kid. So i came up with some bullets to share with you guys:

• Most people i know think when someone says 'Kid' it seems to refer to a guy, but the Fresh Kid is me and i'm a girl.
• On October 3, 1992 is when i 1st time i ever breath in something called air which is the drug of life.
• i am a retro, hip hop loving, spiritual hippie, curious creature ( right i probaly got you thinkin' i one of those freaks that turn questions into answer but no i'm not)
• i am the daughter of immigrants from an island in the Carribean Sea and i'm bilingual
• i love underground hip hop from artist that make sense but i also like commercial too :)
• i call myself COOL overall ( read my nice blog post it corelates to this bullet)