Poof! I'm back...

Salutations!

It's been months...I guess i lost my drive to write on this blog...but it's back! It think i just realizes something today. MY two little sisters were baptized to today... I was already baptized...and this whole christianity thing is more than what most people make it out to be. It begans to fill that huge whole that most of us have. You know that feeling of emptiness and obscurity...but when i say fill I mean, it begins to fill it up. It leaves you wanting more because it's like in order to get more than that drop you recieved when you committed yourself to this lifestyle or should i say spiritstyle...you need to go down this path that's dark, lonely, and scary. As you go down this pathway full of hurt and unbareable pain. This kind of pain hurts more than any other pain because it not physical or emotional. It's more spiritual so only your soul feels it, and it may be there but you don't know it's there, because it's been hidden under superficial or things that seem right at the moment. When you realize this pain it's already to late and now it's looking for the healing, that becomes the problem... you don't have the support of your family and friends all you got is God and yourself...